Hello!!

So - I am a 22F and I have had small breasts since I could remember. I never grew out like the other girls and it made me feel insecure. In my late teens, early 20s I’ve struggled to fill a B cup. I would bend over and you could see straight down my bra to my nipples. There was always a gap.

I’ve been on the depo shot in the past - I was on it for three years from 17-20 years old. I started getting periods again when I turned 21… they became regular again this past June. But, since stopping depo, I’ve gotten random spurts before my period where my boobs would grow to fill out a B cup and stagger to making me think they could fill a C. They’d be super sore and tender… then they’d deflate back down to normal flatness by time my period ended. This only has happened two or three times in the past year. BUT - this past month they’ve been just getting bigger and bigger??

My doctor had found a “probably” benign tumor in my left breast. Now I would connect this to the rapid, painful, and alarming growth of my badongas (they’re big enough now I feel I can call them that), however it’s both breasts that have grown. My bf and I have had unprotected sex for the past nine months. I’ve taken four pregnancy tests since I’ve noticed a change in my size, but nothing!

I’ve read up on how some women don’t finish puberty until their mid 20s. How some women are late bloomers. If it’s been three weeks to maybe even two months of this going on, could I just be a late bloomer? I’ve lost 40 lbs this year, 10 lbs in the past three months alone (no reason why, I’m not active at all and I eat like shit). So I know it isn’t from gaining weight. When I had gained weight, they didn’t even do this!

And I know this seems like no big whoop. I just have spent my whole teenage and early adulthood hoping this would happen. That I could feel like a real woman and not a little boy. But now that it’s here, what is happening to my body? Why is it happening? If I’m not pregnant then what?