I feel like I’m always angry or annoyed. Especially at home with my kids and husband. I’m pregnant with my 4th. I have a 6, 4 and 2 year old boy. I feel bad that I don’t have a happy go lucky attitude with them and the patience of a honey badger. I’d say it’s gotten worse since getting pregnant and really noticeable the last couple month. I’ve dealt with ppa after each kid, started a med 6mo after each was born for around a year to help with it. I’m wondering if mood, irritability and lack of patience goes along with some anxiety/depression. I plan on talking with my OB at my next appt to discuss starting something sooner than I have with my other kids. Should I look at starting something even sooner? 3rd tri? Are there podcast or books anyone has read? I’m so tried of being grumpy all the time. I don’t really feel sad or anxious. I work full time and my husband is law enforcement working most weekends. Getting a regular break isn’t really an option but I’m not sure that would even help.