Hi mamas,

I have had losses from improper medical care(trying to malpractice justice as a military spouse against a military hospital) is harder than you think. But I wanted to share for all the nervous mommies who need reassurance while they wait between ultrasounds. I'm 8 weeks today and can hear my miracle's heartbeat already❤ safety, whenever my husband and I need assurance. I have a 10 and 11-year-old, with my oldest son born at 30 weeks none military care and my 10-year-old daughter born at 36 weeks in none-military care c sections we did not know we are both called hyper fertile until 2 months ago from thorough labs and scans from a fertility clinic GP because the west coast military hospital and doctors say we don't have ANY clue what happened to you or all your pregnancies with us to this day BUT east coast docs do exactly 🤷🏾‍♀️👍🏾.

On the west coast, I had 6 weeks miscarriage from a reckless driver, a severely bad car accident in 2019 and 2020, poor care of natural stillborn twins at 32 weeks, and misdiagnosed infertility and stillborn twins at 26 weeks, both should have been delivered but docs refused to again, in 2021, and I also had a severe personal injury to me and my death and my resurrection and recovery to present day after close to 1 million in life-saving medical care outside of the training doctors military hospital that was never disclosed to me at all. I found that out through legal investigations.

But I am currently 8 weeks and so far everything is good. I have made a huge dietary change from day 0 and I feel confident in my none military doctors due to the change from the west coast to the east coast doctor who listens to me and values me and their knowledge and experiences are top notches in my state.

So I am taking it a day at a time and just so you know we were under grief and thought we were infertile equally at random in 2 years so we name this one 'miracle' because what?? Still like, okay🙏🏾❤ shock and awe but blessed. Spiritually we are here now so no negativity! I am a 26-week delivery baby with 5 college degrees, 2 MS and MA, 2 BA, and an AA, unpublished author, mom first, husband and I have been together 23 years, I am and have always been a healthy person just turned 38 and my hubs is active duty military. But, my point is TRUST YOUR BODY, and get a doctor who listens and cares, you guys are NOT just a patient number, and listen to your inner you, have faith and remain positive, not naive but good vibes and people around you only❤

But love this Doppler so hearing our miracle, especially this early before my OB appointment makes me feel blessed and ok. *I have been through soo much in my 38 (my birthday was yesterday) years that people can not break me. I am several times a living mythical Phoenix but a mommy, wife, and supporter of happiness First and happy for us all regardless.

Even though when I tell the version of my life I get OMG like 789 questions as to why you would even have a baby, not be insane, hate humankind, have faith whatsoever, and I say THIS TIME last year, I was in a coma on life support...and no I am not physically or mentally 100% because of my injuries. But I have dug up from the trenches, heaven (yes I have an experience) when my heart stopped. But all and all, I have a rock solid foundation in my husband, confidence in this OB, faith I will do everything right as I did in all my pregnancies, and a medical staff that gets gestational hypertension and does not play games with the ideas because they don't know what they are seeing or think I am being paranoid until the rare worse comes to worst.

Yes I also doing therapy to learn nothing is MY fault and I am moving forward optimistically even though, a handful has said, I couldn't, which is cool, that's YOU though. No stress on me♏

But this is neat and my OB said the midwives there use the same thing, $80 after a discount❤🥰 Hope this helps anyone that needs it. Prayers and positive vibes on EVERY journey equally :)

P.s. despite my experiences continuously I am TOTALLY healthy and have discovered and confirmed how to control my blood pressure that only fluctuations at the end of 2nd or end of 3rd trimesters, I am black and fit, and my very first medical team and my current medical team, both east coast, working together from two different states, to make sure we have a positive outcome like 2011 and 2012❤ So I will update anyone that is curious:) Good luck and God bless mamas🥰