pregnancy TW

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I have had 3 consecutive miscarriages in the past year. One of the pregnancies were twins. I just found out I’m pregnant again and I’m 5 weeks. My dr told me with every miscarriage I have the possibility of me having another one goes up higher. So I have like a 50 something percent chance this could end in miscarriage. I’m terrified. How can I get through this? I’ve got my hcg and progesterone checked everything looks perfect and I have a viability scan on Wednesday.

My dr said I don’t have a problem getting pregnant but for some reason my body won’t stay pregnant. All my babies have stopped growing between 5 weeks and 8 weeks. I want this baby so bad and I’m terrified now that it’s almost time for my scan. what can I do to ease my mind 😭.