Just so ready for my big positive (only reason I’m here just living seeing people journey to motherhood I had my first 10 years ago and things have changed so much ) so I can delete this out because people here are really mean and I was trying to tell somebody they don’t know what they’re talking about but one thing about me am I wanna speak unless I actually lived or seen it happen to myself I could never tell nobody else story, and everybody has a story and everybody have a story different don’t care if 1m people say it happen to then I keep my peace just like when I had lost my daughter at 30 weeks absent happened to so many people and I would say oh that will never happen to me is no way that I lived a situation now I can really understand how people have felt doing that little part of their life