I am failing at staying calm 😭

Jenn 👧🏻👼🏻👼🏻

I’m 5wks2days according to my last period. I got my first BFP on Thursday. Some days my symptoms are terrible and some days they aren’t.

I bought some cheapie 88cent tests just to see the line progression to give me peace of mind and it made me more stressed!

The test line was fainter than the test lines on my FRERs but still positive. I’m just afraid with my PCOS that I’ll miscarry. I’d given up hope long ago so this was a total surprise. If I were to lose it I think I’d be crushed 😭.

My first appt won’t be until Dec. 7th and idk how I can hold out that long not knowing if everything is ok.