Last night while we were in bed my boyfriend got upset over something my grandma did and I was kind of sticking up for her because she's just an old lady, my boyfriend told me to shut the fuck up I repeated everything he said to me, to him because I told him I was sick of him calling me names, he got so angry he pulled the covers off of me and was on his knees over top of me, but not on me, I tried to get the covers to cover back up and he shoved me really hard back down to the bed, and had his finger pointed in my face I shoved his finger away, he grabbed a picture off the wall I thought he was going to hit me with it but I begged him to stop and he threw it across the room.... he's never hit me before but he threatens to and he pushes me around and calls me names out of anger he says everything he can to hurt me when he gets upset which is often and usually over a small things like the dishes not being done or if I accidentally interrupt him while he's talking I don't mean to I just thought he was finished talking...he convinced me to quit my job a while ago so he also controls everything financially I have no friends or family in this area so I don't have anyone to talk to or go to and I'm also in a custody battle with my daughter's father and I don't want to lose her over this... when he left this morning he said my grandma didn't have to leave but I need to quit starting arguments... sometimes I just want to end it all because I feel like everyone would be better off without me my kids my grandma and definitely my boyfriend