Hope becomes disappointment

arianna

I’ve only tested for ovulation 1 time in 3 years, no pregnancy since my miscarriage 3 years ago. In this cycle, I’ve tested everyday and night since my period and have had sex since then.. I really hope this is it for me. Every month turns into disappointment. Every time I feel the slightest unusual in my belly or my CM or anything, it just gets me in my head and I stir myself crazy. Im jealous of anyone who becomes pregnant. I pray and pray to the universe that this is my chance, please bring me my baby. I know my til will come but the more time goes on, the more my heart breaks. I’m begging 😭🙏🥰

- my most recent tests from today