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So I recently had my first O (flicking the bean) at 27 🙀, and I can't even begin to tell you how great it felt...nothing like I've ever felt before. That session helped me to understand my turn ons (even helped me discover some stuff in the process)

It got me thinking about how I grew up as a Christian hearing that mastrurbation is a sin and that purity is heavily pushed.

I'm currently on my self-love journey and learning how to please myself is a great way of knowing what makes me happy. Knowing to stay away from some guys when they find someone like me 'repulsive' because I'm 'impure', the type who wanna control me. Learning what I like, I'm sure, will help me find the right guy who sexually resonates with me and make for an ultimately healthy relationship (as far as sex and intimacy is concerned).

How do I put it...I feel so powerful in a way lmao it's crazy how I'm learning all of this now