Why?!! Ughh (Vent)

Liza

Me and my husband have been TTC baby #4 for the past 3 months. I know it hasn’t been that long and I shouldn’t be complaining. I’ve had regular periods since I’ve stopped breast feeding ( almost 8 months ago) and for the past 3 months, now that we’re trying it’s been all over the place! The first month I was late for a week. (Thought I saw a faint line on FRER) The following I was 5 days early and it was a 3 day light cycle (made me think it was implantation bleeding) when it’s usually 5. Now I’m a day late I tested with an Easy @ Home and it’s negative. I just keep telling myself maybe I ovulated late I still have time, but I just know this isn’t my month. Why is my body doing this to me now?!! Ughh