Opinions/Advice needed!!!

ja

Really want advice from single mommies out there. I’m currently in a relationship that should have been ended but I have this fear of failing, not being enough for my daughter. Literally everything she has, he’s gotten her. I don’t even have a car seat let alone a car to leave then once I leave I’d need to work to make money but she’s only a month old 🥺 I feel stuck like I don’t know where/how to start. I’m embarrassed because everyone that I do talk to thinks highly of my relationship and that we’re happy. I thought I was happy but was too afraid not to be because my daughter deserves two parents, she deserves that life I never had. I just feel like I’m failing her already because this relationship with her father might not work. He’s made it clear that he doesn’t see marriage and barely sees a relationship going forward with me. So he’s basically just staying with me and doesn’t know why. He says I get up and do nothing everyday.. no cooking, cleaning, working.. I don’t help him enough and haven’t since we’ve been together. So since 2020. I’m conflicted with life right now and just really need advice or even just someone to talk to about this.