2.5 years, 5 losses.. getting older…

Samantha 💐 • TTC Since August 2020 • Angel Mom of 4 👼🏼

I’ll be 30 next November. I’m going to have a serious depressive episode if I don’t have a baby by then. I think 30 is a perfect age, although a little too old (for me personally!)

I just don’t know why I can’t have one. Why me?

Why 1 in 4? Why 1 in 3? People everywhere are on their second and third and I am struggling to figure out why my babies never stick with me.

It’s just so heartbreaking. Exhausting. Angering. You got drug addicts and criminals having handfuls and the good ones are punished with infertility.

It’s. Not. FAIR.