I never thought I’d be having to do this but, I had one single tiny bump near the inside of my lip in February, June, & again yesterday. I’ve been to planned parenthood twice and they said it’s not or it doesn’t look like one so I trusted them.

So yesterday I finally decided to take my own blood test to a clinic so I can stop worrying. I’ve been waiting for my results all day yesterday and I had some hope thinking I was fine but turns out that I was positive. I am at lost of words I don’t know how this happened, I thought I was careful, I feel disgusting and alone and that no one will love me. I just don’t know how to feel and what to do. I feel like I just ruined my whole life.

I called my mom right away, she reassured me that I didn’t do anything wrong and that a lot of people have it and to go back to planned parenthood and show them my results and see if they can help. I’m just so disappointed in myself. I just don’t know what to do right now.