Am I wicked for thinking like this?

Trust&Obey

So, I am in my late 40s and have no children of my own and no boyfriend. I recently started thinking about hooking up with any man with the intention of getting pregnant. But I haven’t even completed the thought yet my conscience pricks me at every turn as I think of what to tell the child about his/her Daddy.

Am I wicked for entertaining this thought that is why my conscience judges me so?