I have bad scarring. It’s ugly and not smooth like all those IG models and most of my friends. I’m super pigmented and just ugly down there

I don’t get it. My bf wants to have sex with me and he gets hard but he mentions this when he’s mad. He says I gross him out. Is this really how he sees me?

So long time ago. I lend my cousin money. Long story short, she didn’t pay me back and she blocked me on all social media. She lives in another country. I was telling my bf about it and he gets mad out of no where. He says “how much she owes you? I’ll give you the fucking money so you can stop bitching” Wtf????

Then he calls me and I can’t pick up cause I’m at Starbucks. He calls again and I answer. He starts screaming “why the fuck you don’t pick up bitch? You disgusting dark pussy bitch with pimples all nasty I want to barf”

Literally we weren’t even talking about vagina. This was so random like if something else triggered him