So starting Sunday my daughter woke up with a fever and here it is Tuesday and still a fever but she just nonstop cries and screams all day. I’ve barely slept and woke up at 5 because that’s when she woke up with her body covered in these red marks so my fiancé packed the diaper bag and all my stuff and I got her into the car and rushed to children’s hospital…5 hours later only to be told it’s viral and it’ll be gone in 5-7 days and continue Tylenol and ibuprofen.

On top of this I just traded in my very clean and nice VW for a Mercedes Benz SUV that used to be my fathers but was being used by this salesman that my father is extremely close with. A month after having it there’s now an insanely bad oil leak, the doors unlock on its own, the car turns on by itself, and theres something in the back of the car that’s trying to open by itself I can’t figure out. My father confessed to me today that this salesman was iffy about trading me for my car because he wasn’t sure if he got all the kinks fixed but he was sure he did, he didn’t. He told me how “perfect” condition the car was in and nothing wrong with it whatsoever and I’ll really “love” the car.

With all of this going on my mother had to get spine surgery and after the surgery she lost fully mobility in her left leg and they were unsure if she was going to be able to walk again, some mobility has come back but not fully. We don’t know when she will be able to come home or when we will get to see her again.

I’m just tired, stressed, I want to cry.