Sexual Harassment,TW

So a couple months back I posted about my daughter's dad sexually harassing me to the point I got uncomfortable. Some of you were really helpful, anyways I told him I deserved better than being his dirty mistress and that I was over it. That I was tired of him asking me for sex while he has a gf, kissing me and just being clingy. He's excuse is that he is attracted to me and loves me. I said ok but I don't want you anymore. You had me, didn't want me, lost me, he made his choice. I know I wasn't any better than his gf because she essentially did the same to me but it was about revenge and I honestly thought I still loved him. Anyways I'm learning to forgive and love myself and asking God for forgiveness. Thanks to those who gave me advice. He also begged me to erase the message where I said he cheated in case I ever wanted to have sex because he still wanted to