There is so many feelings I am feeling right now I am currently pregnant with my second child I am currently 35 weeks and 4 days.

(8 months pregnant) and I have been dating my boyfriend who is my baby father to my second baby we have been dating for two years now and it’s been okay…. I mean like any other relationship we have our ups and downs but lately since I’ve been pregnant it’s just been different…I have noticed that we haven’t really been connecting or at least that’s how I feel…recently between this month and last we have been arguing about this girl he has been friends with from his Xbox but they have never met before and I don’t want to be insecure but I can’t help it…her name is jazzy and he has her phone number I told him a Long time ago I felt kinda uncomfortable with them being so close but he told me she just a friend and it’s nothing to worry about so I left it at that…that was a year ago mind you we just hit two years this year November 11th 2022 and the last couple of months before our anniversary she kept popping up well just recently I saw that he had her name saved in his phone with hearts and when he texted her he deleted the messages and they have each other locations but they have never met before in person so I said how that made me feel and it didn’t go well…I told him that either she goes or I do and I thought that he understood and fixed the situation well maybe like 2 weeks ago I saw that he still has her location…. He said he stopped her from having his location because he knew it made me uncomfortable but didn’t think it was a big idea to keep hers I don’t know maybe I’m overthinking and overreacting or maybe it’s just the pregnancy but I know that my feelings are real how I feel about that are real and it just makes me soooo disappointed because I really love him and I just feel like he doesn’t get it… not to mention my due date is December 17th and the girls birthday is December 17th….

Am I tripping????