Ok so this is probably going to be a long post. I don’t know where to start. I have a very controlling mother who doesn’t see herself that way, constantly demands information from me. I live in her house and she has me on her insurance constantly demands me for information or threatens to kick me out or gets right in my face and yells at me until she gets the information she wants from me. I also have a very toxic fiancé who I am finding out more and more about him. I’ve caught him talking to other females and he saw no wrong in it. He is addicted to porn and will take his family’s side even when they are in the wrong or done something or said something bad. His sister is into tarot cards and his mother is into witchcraft which I found out later on in the relationship. As you are probably getting an idea of this toxic mess, I will sum up what I am trying to ask. My fiancé and I have been trying for a baby for three years and no luck. His mother doesn’t want him to have children and wants his sister to be the one to have children first even though she’s younger than him. Every time we have talked about trying for a baby she will usually say along the lines of “Don’t worry about it. or don’t talk or think about having kids” that’s just some of the things she will say. I have a theory that even though as ridiculous as it sounds that she could’ve put some spell to keep her son from conceiving and it scares me to get close to her because I’m scared she might try to put some weird spell on me. Now second part, my mother is super controlling and wants me to live with her forever. She will say in front of other people that she wants me to be strong and independent but in private she will get in my face and scream at me and tell me I’m not going anywhere. She demands to know about our <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> and when I tell her to mind her own business she gets very angry and says she can see everything we do. She has a tracker on my phone and can see my every location. She seeks to control everything and I think she has my fiancés truck bugged out because sometimes we will be talking about how crazy she is and she will comment something that we said earlier in the truck. I have endometriosis and want to try for a baby but will all of this toxic mess and stress I don’t see how it will be easy. I have my permit and learning how to drive I have a job and I’m trying to save up money to leave. What would you do in my situation? I have no other family willing to help me out and no friends. How do I get out of here and leave everyone and start being happy?