Im not divorced yet but feeling the urge to date. Im worried its a trauma response from being afraid to be alone. Ive not had success finding a therapist in my area so I can't really work on the trauma part.... but im not unhappy being alone. I just think it would be nice to have someone to kiss and cuddle someday soon.

Im worried about seeking it out because I have always chased after peoples love. I feel like this time I should just be open to it and let someone else ask me out. Does that make sense?

Its probably too soon im only 2 months out of an 11 year relationship. I have no one in mind but I didn't know i was bi last time I was single and im just... excited by my prospects I guess?

Thanks yall I qm planning on therapy i just need to find one is all. Wait lists and everything via small town living, you know?