My fiance and I have been trying to get pregnant. He’s been wanting me to take a test asap but that means he’ll be looking at the result with me. I wanted to surprise him on christmas which means I’d need to take a test without him knowing and if it’s positive (which I think it will be) I’d have to hold the secret and possibly lie telling him either that it was negative or that I didn’t take one. I’m torn because I don’t want to lie but it would be for a surprise? And he mentioned all he wants for christmas is for us to finally get pregnant. It would also hurt him telling him that I took one and its negative then obviously he’d find out on christmas that wasnt true. Opinions on what I should do?