I’m be been sexually active for two years and my aversion to the texture of semen has not gone down at all.

I can give oral or handjobs just fine, as long as my SO doesn’t finish in my mouth or on my hand. As soon as semen touches my skin, I gag and can’t stop until I’ve washed it off.

I also can’t watch him ejaculate, because it makes me gag (kind of like watching pimple popping, I really don’t like the gush).

Is there any way that I can desensitize myself so I don’t gag every time? I want to be able to let him finish without having such an un-sexy reaction.