Lately, I’ve been doing so much work on my personal growth which is good. It’s actually fantastic to be honest. Go me! Sometimes I can’t help but think my physical appearance, I’m losing her. I physically don’t feel like myself or look like myself. Don’t get me wrong when I look good I be lookin good buttttt it’s something off and I can feel it. Idk what it is.

I stopped doing the small things for myself and now im at the point where I don’t even know where to start. All the small things turned into bigger things.

I can see the gates of depression lil cracked, it’s calling my name but I won’t go near it cause if I don’t I’ll get sucked up into it. I’ll be so far gone that all my personal growth will go into shambles. I don’t know what to do with myself… idk know what to do…