Fears of c section..

Rachel • Momma to Paisley and Brooklyn ❤️😍

My last baby was born last august and I’m due in February so 18 months apart. I had an emergency c section last time which was so traumatic. Alone, so many nurses and other medical staff, blacking out, freaking out, not being able to open my eyes to see my baby and husband. I have to have a scheduled c section with this one and I am terrified I’m going to die, bleed out, baby won’t be okay, etc etc… can anyone tell me anything positive about a scheduled c section vs emergency I have panic attacks and anxiety every day about it. Thanks….