Boyfriend and I have been together for four years.

Yes he has anger issues, always has, but for the past few years he has kept them in check. I've learned not to pressure , pry and poke , I've learned how to not provoke and I've walked on eggshells to keep the peace.

But the last couple of weeks..man he has been so hard to deal with.

He is obviously MAD about something. He wakes up in a terrible mood. Slamming cabinets. I've asked what is wrong a couple of times, and I have been told " NOTHING " , in the most aggressive mean way possible.

His kids are walking on eggshells. They are asking me what his problem is, and Idk what to tell them.

Last night , he was in a great mood. Going to each of the kids rooms to spend time with them. But he will walk straight past me. Roll his eyes.

He acts like he hates me, and I've barely said a word to him.

He went to the garage last night after visiting with the kids, and he started throwing things. I heard glass break. Went outside this morning and realize he had actually busted a window out. On purpose. With an axe.

It's obviously ME who he has a problem with. And for the life of me I can figure out what I did.

I am faithful. I have no social media apps. I have no friends. I just keep his children most days, cook and clean. I literally don't even know who I am anymore. He has no reason to be mad.

Idky but my mind keeps going to he is cheating or something. Even though there is no reason for me to think that besides the silence towards me and the mood swings.

What is going on here ? I know it's a lot, but like I said in the title, I feel I am going crazy too.

I should add. I clearly know I deserve better and need to get out..but ladies , I've stayed for the babies. They need me. I'm the only comfort they get in this house.