Sometimes I feel extremely sexually frustrated when my boyfriend doesn’t get as turned on as me, and doesn’t wanna have sex or do anything sexual. He’s told me to openly ask for things when I want them, but I’d feel so embarrassed to ask for it. And then I feel extremely guilty for wanting these things and feeling frustrated, because I know it’s not something he can control. I feel so guilty because wtf is wrong with me?? I know he’s asexual and I hate that I get so sexually frustrated! And I love him so much and sometimes I just want him all over me; like I want all of him; I want him close; and there’s this part of me that needs to feel wanted/desired sexually. And I hate it. I wish I could turn it all off and never feel horny ever again.