Crying into the void

LC

I’m 35 and we’ve been trying for baby #2 for 5 months. I’m more crushed everyday. I took a cheap tear this morning on CD25 and might as well throw it away bc AF has arrived.

I don’t understand why my period is so irregular these days sometimes it’s 25 days sometimes it’s 30. What is that?!

I made an appointment with a fertility specialist on Monday thinking we’d try <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> but I spent the night researching it and the success rates are depressingly low. Like 5%?!?!

I can’t give up on this dream but it feels so unattainable. <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> isn’t affordable on my teacher salary.

I don’t have a really question I just feel so uncertain here. I don’t even know what’s wrong