On Monday my 2 year old was rushed into hospital due to her breathing etc.

I just thought it was going to be another trip as we always have but something about this was different.

This time her heart rate was 204 sats 89 temp 40 and she was struggling so bad.

She already has a hole in her heart that we are waiting on surgery for but all I keep thinking is if I had took her to bed that day thinking it’s just a fever or if I had ignored the warning signs my baby girl wouldn’t be here now.

I know she could’ve gone into sudden cardiac arrest or heart failure having being only 2 years old and a hole already. I’m just an emotional wreck 💔😫. Tonight I hold her tight to my chest 😭