Hi girls, I’m a little desperate…

My husband and I are expecting our first baby! I lived in another country my whole life and of course had friends, I came to live with him 2 years ago…

When I got here he question me a lot about my past, I didn’t see anything wrong at the moment so I told him everything he was asking for, (how many people I have been with, how much times, how many people I danced with, how many people I kissed, etc) BIG MISTAKE!

I didn’t know He was sooo jealous 🥲

Now I can’t even mention the littlest thing about my past if it involves any male friends because he gets super weird and jealous!

For example, I have this friend from years! Even tho he never told us, we know that he’s gay and we respect that.

He never disrespected me or anyone of our other friends!

So when we use to go to party’s I use to dance with him, because he was my friend! I preferred to dance with him than with any other disrespectful guy out there!

And I LOVE to dance! So why not with my childhood friend?

So now I can’t even mention my friend because husband gets mad about it.

His excuse? “You had something with him because he use to grind on you” 😳

Where I come from dancing is a very normal thing! And plus, I was single almost my whole life!

So this is just an example of how his jealousy had been affecting us.

I’m pregnant and not having the best pregnancy because of the constant anxiety, I can’t go back to my country right now, because the baby will be better if he borns here.

What can I do in the meantime? Not talk about my past?