before i say anything please, please, please don’t scream at me saying i’m irresponsible, ik i should know better but i just don’t know what else to do and need support. this whole situation has given me sm anxiety. (me and my boyfriend are both 14)

last saturday i went to go see my boyfriend, we had fun nd then things started to get sexual. if u couldn’t tell this was my first time ever doing stuff like this, he fingered me nd i sucked his dick, nothing else. when we both finished he told me he had pre cum on his fingers when he fingered me, i tried not to think about it bc i knew i would freak out if i did. i went to my friends house after and told her everything and she screamed at me calling me an idiot, tbh i agree with her. i went home the next day and i’ve been thinking abt it since, it’s made me so paranoid.

i know this is such a stupid thing to be freaking out abt when it’s probably not that deep, but i just want second opinions.

please don’t judge me, i know it was irresponsible 🫶