As always I sit here and think 💭 about the what’s and what nots. I’ve had 5 pregnancies that all ended in miscarriage but it’s my last pregnancy that made everything rough! I ended up having an ectopic pregnancy that ended in a forced miscarriage at 8 1/2 weeks. I started actually trying again for a baby Ill say this year in January. Husbands sperm is perfectly fine, but we will soon get him re looked at to make sure everything is fine. I know everything on gods time, but I feel like I’m running out of time because having pcos and I’m in my early to mid 20’s as the year goes I know it becomes a little harder. I always wanted to be very fertile like every other female I come across that have 7 babies. They we’re blessed 🥹! No one understands why I want so many but I do…..I love children and man! I’m excited and can’t wait for the day I can actually be able to enjoy being an expecting mother again! Without the bad endings. Blessed to the ones god provided that beautiful gift and blessed be the wombs that are soon to be filled with such bundle of joy. The product of love ❤️ is children and I just want to give that wonderful gift to my fiancé of 4 years and partner of 7 years. I’m blessed to meet him when I did and as always I will provide him his children no matter how long the struggle will take! I will never stop at something so beautiful.

Good luck everyone! I’ve been trying since 2019 and this year alone 4 months now I’ve been trying medically and now it’s time to actually move up the chain on what to do next because as I see medicine is not really helping now.