So a while ago I posted saying I lost my virginity, this happened Nov 24. We obviously used a condom.. this is where my problem begins, we’re doing it and as he was close to climaxing he took his penis out and tore the condom off and finished on my stomach, PURE SHOCK. Now I don’t mind but it went everywhere. On my underwear, possibly in my underwear, on my stomach, and my shirt. We had no wipes to properly clean so he took his shirt off and we used that. His fluid came to contact with my vagina and I think I rubbed some fluid BY ACCIDENT with his shirt and it went by my vaginal entrance, now google told me that sperm can travel up with moist areas, and girl was I juicy and moist. I came home and I took a shower quickly. I cannot be a mother, I can’t feed myself in the mornings let alone an infant??? what the heck. I took safety precautions and this happens. I’m actually going to throw myself down the stairs. What the hell should I do? Can I get pregnant the way my situation played? He’s out of town right now so I’m pretty much alone, I’m asking my friend as well because I can confide in her but she’s also clueless. My period is 2 days late but I’m gonna give it till the 28th. Any idea on what I should do? I don’t think I can take the pill anymore. Help 😀