I was meant to be 10 weeks pregnant but the scan showed the heart stopped beating at 8+1, I then made the choice to have a d&c under general anaesthetic, this was last Friday 25th Nov, and I’m really struggling, I just can’t seem to get over it, we’ve been trying for number 2 for over 3 years and this is my 2nd miscarriage, but it just seems harder somehow.

I bleed for a day very lightly but haven’t had anything really since then, and had quite bad ovary pain last night in my right hand side, I’m really finding it hard with food though, it’s like I can’t stop eating and I know I’m gaining weight, it’s like I’m comfort eating but I don’t know how to stop, sorry for the long post I just feel alone and needed to post! I wish my baby hadn’t died and I wish I didn’t feel so low!