please any advice will help no negativity please im already feeling down today so basically a couple years ago i lost custody of my son i was just mentally not stable due to my mom passing away anyway me amd my son dad always havent been the best at co parenting he always has his mom text for exchanging my son but this last year he haven’t been in the best living situation where they moved at least 4 times where his mom was dating a drug addicted that would argue all the time even stole my son dads truck having them running away hiding from him but i always tell my son dad justet him come stay with me i dont do any drugs i have a job my son gots his own room but when i tell him let him cone stay with me ge argues like its a problem with him but ny son dont even stay with my son dad so i dont see the problem he rather him stay with my son dad’s family my son wants to come stay with me he lets me know every time he comes with me now my son dad’s family trying tobkeep him from me cause they don’t think i would give him back when i talked to the lawyer and cops i didn’t have to give him back but i decided to cause thats how they did me i didnt like it , it hurt so i gave him back i got ss where my son saying he dont stay with his dad i got ss where his grandmother the one that claims she has him but does coke his family is against me cause i was trying to figure out who my son stays with as a mother i have every right to know where my son at i still got 50/50 im just sad hurt they are trying ti keep him from me christmas is coming up please any advice will help