Maybe it's just me, but my baby is already 4 months old and all the time i think about when i was pregnant and how much i miss it. Sometimes I joke with my boyfriend about having another one even tho i know we both aren't ready for that. Don't get me wrong, i absolutely love my baby, but maybe it's just being connected to her that i miss.

Instead of the big cute tummy i have postpartum fat, instead of the pregnancy glow i've been getting acne again and my hair is falling out, and instead of feeling her cute little kicks i have her crying in my arms.

It was an unplanned pregnancy so sadly i spent most of it unprepared and freaking out about the future and now i feel like i never really got to enjoy the fun parts of it.

Am i just being crazy?