I want to say frist I could just be overthinking I'm not good at processing my emotions. Anywho I chose to go celibate for mental health reasons not so much religious (I could honestly careless who you pray to) I ended up breaking my celibacy over the weekend with a guy that I've known since 2014 maybe? Could be longer I met him through my ex husband when they worked together we didn't start attempting a romantic connection till 2018. We've grabbed drinks on and off throughout the years but never actually hooked up. I can't stop thinking about it and am very unsure about how I feel. I feel like I'm overthinking but at the same time Ted isn't responding to my messages as much as he was over the weekend. He was intown visiting his family for Thanksgiving and we did what we normally did except add sex and giving his number to me. He admitted he was jealous on my wedding day and that he could see building a life with me. Ladies I need to know am I just overthinking.