Truth be told

I see a lot of post about how excited people are about being pregnant which is a good thing but I want to know how many people weren’t expecting a positive result and had anxiety or even were upset about a positive result. I thought I was done with babies, I had my babies and was done but then I took a test and it was positive. Honestly I freaked out, had a panic attack and went into denial. It’s taken weeks to be excited about this baby. I’m 11 weeks now.