I’m 5 weeks today with my first pregnancy and really struggling with staying positive. Like many, I really want to carry this baby to full term but the first 12 weeks are so touch and go. How does everyone deal with the uncertainty? Speaking to other expecting moms and reading forums, everyone’s experience is so different. I don’t have any major symptoms, just cramping every now and then. I don’t know if this is good or bad. I worry about losing the baby all the time. How do others cope during the first trimester?