Boyfriend crazy or am I?

Boyfriend has always hung out with his friends, and pretty much dissed me in our relationship. We have 2 kids together and I’ve been telling how I felt for the longest time that he doesn’t show me any attention and he always hangs out with his friends. Sleeps all day hangs out all night and we do absolutely nothing together. We don’t kiss, we don’t hug, and we haven’t had sex in 4 months. He can’t hold a job and he is telling me that I am the crazy one. He makes me feel crazy and I am for staying with him. But I’m not crazy for wanting his attention and love