I might be out?

13 DPO and AF was supposed to show her ugly face today, but so far nothing. Got super excited and tested with FMU, I thought I saw a maybe there faint line but I really think it was line eyes. My husband couldn’t see it, and I could only see it if I squinted just right and tilted it just so. I’m counting it as a negative, which means AF is probably going to show up soon. This month will make 5 years of ttc and I’m honestly just tired.