I’m so annnnnnnoyed my boyfriend is so annoying and the way he does everything frustrates tf outta me. He moves entirely tooo slow, leaves his kid at home with me ( I wfh) like 6 hours of the day the past 2 days and it’s like I feel taken advantage of bc his kid bad and annoying as hell too. He barely cleans up after his kid (he’s 4) I’ve been wanting to go see Christmas for the past 2 weeks n everyday he keeps moving hellah slow to where it’s too late to go now. Today I literally did my make up n hair bc we were supposed to try to see them today and he had to cut his sons hair which ended up taking 45 min so we missed it again. Like why tf is it so hard to be punctual with time!!

Then I’m starting to have mix feelings about a relationship I love him and want him but I’m like what if it’s better men out there, I know I could get somebody to treat me better. But when we broke up for like a year all I wanted was him and was comparing all the men I talked to, to his character 🙃. I’m just scared im waisting my prime years on not doing more wild stuff. I wish I would’ve joined a sorority and moved a way from home. All I know is when he gets his own place I think I’m fenna start making decisions for ME. And me only. I don’t have any kids I have a good job and I just wanna go do whatever I wanna do in live I feel like this relationship is holding me back. ! But also sometimes we really connect and seem like we’re on the same level but lately it just seems like we have different values and are just 2 different people.