Scared is not the right word

So a little background history, I had 4 miscarriages before my son, three from oops, and the fourth one was from a year of fertility help and lost the baby, my son is a rainbow baby, a year and a half ago I went through some more fertility help, just before I started that found I was pregnant with twins, and lost them at 8 weeks, and then the last pregnancy there was no heartbeat so we had to do a D&C, so here we are, the flu is in my house right now, so I thought I was late because I was sick, only a couple days late, but I started crying randomly today, and it’s taking me longer to get over this flu then my husband and son, so I took a test just to be safe, more as a joke, then there was something I did not expect…made an appt for next week ( soonest they could get me in) I am 29, a nursing student and high risk. I’ve never had a test that strong before…my husband and I have been through enough, I just need some words of encouragement, some positive stories maybe someone wants to share? Thank you!