I’ve known this man for 4 years now, he took my virginity 4 years ago. All we have really done is just hook up, but it’s constantly a on and off thing. I’ve told him I’ve loved him before while having sex- all he said was “yeah I know”. He always comes back to me after getting out of relationships and he has slept with me while in a relationship and I didn’t know which I feel guilty for. It’s been on and off for 4 years straight. He always comes back to me and he won’t express his feelings to me. Well last night I hooked up with him again and he was saying how beautiful I was. While we were having sex he kept trying to hold my hand and kissing all over me which he usually never does. I just want to get some other girls opinions on this!!