I have been with my husband for 10 yrs, my first and only man ive ever been with. Our relationship is rocky like many. At some point he cheated on my emotionally and i think my heart died because ive closed of since because i never want someone to hurt me like that. He is trying to be a good husband but he has anger issues and that doesnt help. We have many good times where i see myself growing old with him, we have 2 little babies and i get so happy. And then the times where we dont see eye to eye i feel so down like divorce down. Like i cant stand him at all. Now evwn when we are doing good i look at him different and i dont like him. I love him because ive been with him so long but i dont really like him. Has anyone ever felt like this