im having mixed feelings about this.

my boyfriend of 4 years went to work in a different state for about almost a month … he arrived in the state we live in at 3:30 ish pm .. it’s 10 pm and he is still not home. I know where he is and what he’s doing but im kind of upset that he didn’t didn’t think to come to me first, because that’s what i would do if i were gone from him and our dogs for almost a month.

is it wrong that im upset? he went out to eat with his cousins .. and now he’s at a bar. like is that really the first thing you do when you’re gone for so long ….

there’s a part of me that’s really upset because i’m never first for him .. but then again we live together and i don’t want to be that person to “not let him go out”

share your thoughts ?