TTC Journey

Briyanna

I just need to vent. I am 25 years young, but I’ve never ever conceived. Even after sooo many attempts and having an HSG test for blockage (came back clear) I am having so much trouble doing the one thing God put me on Earth to do. I’ve tried for so many years and i still have no answers. It’s soo heartbreaking to be the only person you know that hasn’t even conceived, AT ALL. Don’t get me wrong I am so happy for others, but I’m so freaking sad for myself. Then my body plays tricks on me to where my cycle could be a week late (always regular) and have me thinking you know maybe this could be the time, but Aunt Flo shows up and I’m brought right back down. It really sucks and I really want to give up. I hate when people say “maybe it’s just not your time yet” or “Gods plan blah, blah, blah” 🙄. It never helps! It just makes me feel worst. I’m pretty sure it wasn’t his plan for someone younger than me to have children as early as they did.