I make one full year trying to get pregnant with my fiancé. I’ve tried vitamins, ovulation test, trying to keep my mind busy and more much more. I see post like mine and they do end up pregnant and that’s amazing. I pray to god everyday to allow me to be a mom and I will show him I would be a good mom. I wasn’t preventing a pregnancy before officially trying to get pregnant which gives me less hope every month I try. I just want my baby, theres nothing in this world I want more than to be a mom. I have Fibroids but they told me it shouldn’t affect my reproductive system. I believe I have PCOS but thats not confirmed at all by a doctor, I just believe that I do because I get thick chin hairs and painful periods. They did hormonal test and never called me back but I got to see it online and it showed a bit high levels of testosterone. Just need motivation to keep on trying, my faith will stay with god, it’s just hard. My fiancé will get checked too but I have a gut feeling I am the problem. I’ve always wanted to be a mom. I have names, things I want to buy, ways I want to teach my child, so many things I had hope for this year and it seems none will come true.