Hubby (32) and I (29) have been married for two going in three years. We had said at the beginning of this year that we wanted to start trying. Then shit hit the fan and we almost got a divorce. Fast forward now, we’re better than we’ve ever been. We had a conversation about just finally spending time just the two of us. Since the last three years of being together has been wrought with trauma and obligation (death of Mum, moving etc). Then all of a sudden a month after this conversation I’m pregnant.

We are now discussing an abortion. We are only starting to build our house now. But we do have most of our shit together if we think about it.

I’m scared of regretting my decision to get an abortion but also not to get one.