Hey everyone, so I’m 8 months pregnant and I’m having some REAL anxiety regarding my birth plan and the people involved! By far this is the one topic that has been hunting me for most part of the pregnancy but now that I’m closer to my due date this anxiety is getting worse and I literally can’t stop thinking about it! The thing is, I will be delivering at a hospital and EVERYBODY wants to be there, my hubby’s fam and my fam, some friends as well and I just don’t want that AT ALL! Been crying for a week over this (prob hormones) but to keep it “short” I had a horrible pregnancy, I hear a lot of shit from people saying I was impatient, or making mean comments like “you’re gonna be a horrible mom” and stuff like this, or even those jokes from so called friends that play around but are actually not playing if that makes any sense… I was able to tell my husband I don’t want them there, and he was okay with the friends not being there, but he really think we should allow family! In my mind and heart I know that I would only be truly happy if it were to be just me and him at the hospital and only when we went home SOME of the allowed family members would be able to come and visit, but he doesn’t think that’s a good idea. I just feel like people are trying to take my moment, and honestly feeling some anxiety about having to share my baby with the world, it’s been just the two of us for awhile… anyways just trying to vent, but does anyone else feels this way or am I going insane and not able to see the other side of things?