This wi have had hemorrhoids that will not go away how awkward was it to get them removed? My daughter is almost two and I've had them since my pregnancy with her and I just haven't mentioned to my doctor because I'm embarrassed.

It's really messing with my mental health because I feel gross and not clean and self conscious when my husband and I sex. I make him cut off the lights and just basic positions because I'm terrified of him seeing and being grossed out(I know he won't but I'm too embarrassed).

I just feel like I will have to have them removed because they haven't went away in the slightest with everything I have done.

and also what doctor do I call to schedule with?

Primary Care? Womens health?